My Career Search

[Draxorion]

Yesterday, I was wondering about what I wanted to do with my life, outside of the distractions of gaming, socializing, having fun, etc. The case is that I can't keep still forever, simply going through life without much of a though and doing things only when required. My life mainly consists of going to school, coming home, and finishing my work. For the most part, my grades are bent through my needs for maintaining a well-born record. It would be too simple just to do this for the rest of my educational time, just doing the work that I'm asked to. Everyone in school sees me as having potential, or being very intelligent... I beg to differ, disappointed in my own minor accomplishments and lack of will. Daily, the cycle of my persistence repeats and repeats, without a word of inner complaint revealing itself in my outward appearance towards others who think they know me. This is probably the only place that I've maybe mentioned a bit of it: the forum. I need something to devote myself to, but I don't know how I can find this certain "thing".

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